Not sure...

My friend talked w/Jonah's mother the other day & she said that she still wanted him & that she's just going through a hard time right now. So, I'm not sure what's going to happen. I'm still holding out hope that it will happen, but trying not to get too hopeful.

My baby is growing up. At school today, she turned to me & said mom I can walk to my class by myself. Whimper, whimper from me... ok, Jessica I'll stand at the end of the hall & watch you, ok? Ok, mom. Love you, bye. I just wanted to bawl my eyes out. Where did my baby go?